I find myself getting up.
Then falling again.
Falling to my knees.
Because I keep trying.
Trying on my own.
Trying to break my own chains.
Trying to make a change.
On my own.
I don't take the white flag.
I don't Surrender.
I don't see because
of my actions.
I don't see because
I don't take that white flag.
I don't gain sight.
I lose it.
It's like a solider
whom is not thinking clearly.
If the solider does not think
and he panics he gets shot.
Yet only it's like getting shot
more then once.
Because you keep getting up.
Then trying again and falling.
Because you cannot do it.
We are weak.
Instead we make
it complicated.
Instead of using
the simple key.
The simply key
is surrendering.
Surrendering
to the one
who is above us.
Simply saying
I can't do it.
Taking that white flag
and surrendering.
If we do surrende our problems to him
and simply say " Lord I can't do it".
he shall come.
He will always be right behind you.
Like the bible says " You will seek me, and find me when you seek me with all your heart".
He is in front of you, behind you, next to you on your right and your left.
Most of all he is in your heart.
God bless.
This is what I have learned.
But not on my own.
Jesus showed me. <3
